College kills.

Im a Junior. And yet Im already stressing my butt off about college. I know what I want to be, and I know what I want to study. Finding the school to help me get there.. is hard. My dream school, PNCA. Cost $20,000 a year. Thats twice as much as my sister's college. My parents gave a flat out no. Unless of course I get a full ride scholarship, which just seems impossible to me. But hey, I'll give it a shot. And I have another thing to put in consideration. Location. I love Portland. Its the only city I've really grown up in. And to move away to some other place makes me depress to even think of. High school is moving too fast for me..